Tuesday, January 29, 2008
4:30 AM Y
time check: freakin' 4.30am and i still cant get to sleep.
my headache is really killin' me and it's getting from bad to worse. now i even have difficulties falling asleep cos' it hurts so badly.
so instead of tossing around in bed, i decide to do some random quizzes on Facebook, grumble a lil in my blog and silently wish that i will fall asleep in no time.
basic theory basic theory basic theory. i'm so hopeless at it i think i'm gonna fail terribly. after all the drawings and explanations, i'm still not confident. it's THAT bad. and so if all else fails, i'm gonna have to do what i do best, that is, to memorize the whole book! lol~ wish me luck, i need it, badly! heh.
okie, i'm gonna try to sleep again. good nite human beans : ) tml will be a happier day.
p/s: lynda and ah zi, i miss you *hugs* catch up real soon! with love.
Monday, January 28, 2008
9:06 PM Y
oh what an eventful day!
went out for some CNY shoppin' but both queensway & bugis were sucha disappointment. only ended up with 2 pairs of heels today and that adds up to 3 new pairs for the new year. was totally spoilt for choice and i ended up buying all of them. and interestingly, my heels are gettin' higher and HIGHER, i like : ) now i reckon why high heels are named as such, they are HIGH Heels for a reason. as for now, no more heels for me : )
saw a new bag over at mphosis but no, i tell myself i'm not buying any more bags cos' i'm saving all I have for my beautiful Coach bag. that's love at first sight, i must have it.
tomorrow i have an appointment with the hair stylist and i'm gonna touch up my hair a lil, probably do another shade of highlight and give myself a fresh new look. it's so boring to look at myself in the mirror sometimes, so it's time for some dynamic change. change is the only constant, and change, is often good.
i felt really happy today. beats me. i did nothing really constructive or value-added today, just some shoppin', studied for my basic theory test (which is comin' real soon! spell J.I.T.T.E.R.Y!), ate pepper lunch, bought donut factory and attempted my tutorial, but it felt really good.
i feel so at peace and in tune with myself and maybe, just maybe, i need some fresh air. i feel so stifled, i needa breathe.
today is a happy day! i'm gonna be a really good gerl and end my wonderful day by doing some revision and drifting to sleep with my novel in hand. purfect!
it was 'red-green-red-green'. and now, it's back to green again. love, is not everything.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
10:00 PM Y
At 22, am I really capable of making major life's decision
myself? If not, when is the
'right' age?
This leaves me pondering.
Despite consuming all my medicine religiously for the past 4 days, my fever and headache is still not going away. this is bad and it effectively means i'm giving tml's lesson a miss and i'll attend the wed lesson instead. come wednesday, my day will be 830am to 730pm straight, with no breaks or whatsoever. oh great.
alright, it's bedtime. good night world.
why do feelings change?
Friday, January 25, 2008
5:53 PM Y
i'm terribly sick. and splitting headache doesn't help in any way.
Well done Hall 8 Cheerleaders! for having clinched the top spot for the inter-hall cheerleading competition.
Should I? or Should I Not?
no will to blog, till the next time. i'm going shoppin' : )
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
9:59 PM Y
therapeutic.
i simply love long weekends! as in really really long ones. from last friday to saturday to sunday to monday and tuesday!
5 days whizzed by just like that, and i swear studying is never part of my agenda
: )*sheepish*
and i'm gonna have 6 days worth of break on the CNY week! seriously, what is happening? something must be VERY wrong, why am I havin' so much free time? nvm, i shall just enjoy it anyhow.
life . is . good .
my 'post-bangkok-withdrawal-symptoms' are over. i know it's over because i find myself shoppin' and shoppin' and shoppin' already, and CNY is just yet another reason to justify my purchase! i should have bought more dresses when i'm in bkk! argh! i bought 10 but should have bought like 100! dresses in singapore are grossly overpriced! way too much!
my wardrobe can't take it anymore. in the worst case scenario, i shall ... do something abt it ... that is,
CHANGE TO A BIGGER WARDROBE! lol~ nothing is gonna stop me from shoppin'! lalala~
alright, to sum up my entry, i hate studying and i simply love shoppin'!
did some CNY shoppin' for
him and that equates to 4 shirts + 3 ties. sharp and smart, i like.
more shoppin' to come! CNY is good only because i have a reason to buy clothes without feelin' guilty. other than that, i still pretty much hate CNY.
random random, i am now a proud owner of my very first (and only) gucci wallet
: ) i'm all smiles.
i (really) don wanna go to school tomorrow : (
Sunday, January 20, 2008
6:19 PM Y
Scorpio Horoscope
If you are not clear on what you really want, you will only end up facing the same issues all over again. Talk it over - but make up your own mind in the end.
Friday, January 18, 2008
9:00 PM Y
i've always wanted to organize and arrange all my stationaries in a neat and tidy fashion but the laziness in me always sets in. heh. but the moment i learnt that he needed new stationaries for his new office, i did it. the things you do for someone special.
i hope this brightens up your room, and your every working day : )
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
11:17 PM Y
15 days into the brand new year and finally (yay!), i've something happy to blog about. like finally.
first thing first, thank you for the special donuts delivery all the way to my doorstep. really came as a surprise for me, and yes, i will cheer up and be strong SJ. thanks for that lovely thought and encouragement. really appreciate it : ) thanks for remembering, after so long.
this afternoon, i received a surprise message from my Ernst & Young partner which goes like this,
"Hi summer how is school coming along? If you are ever in town or feel like having lunch with **** and I, feel free to give us a buzz! Take care!" This message totally melts my heart. i'm really grateful to them, for all their help and guidance all along. and i really can't thank them enough, for always looking out for me. thank you partners. you don know how much that means to me. i will work very hard next time, this i promise.
i'm happy today. in fact, very happy.
encouraged by all the heartwarming gestures and messages from all my friends. thank you my dearest friends, it means a lot to me. during bad times, thank you for being with me.
thank you baby. you've always been there.
i'm a lucky gerl, i'm surrounded by angels
11:02 AM Y
everything happened for a reason and i choose to believe it's a chance for me to learn something and to ... grow up. i don exactly like growing up cos' you find that with growing up, you always have bills to pay, responsibilities to fulfill and expectations to meet. well, i don really have much of a choice, do I? like it or not, i have to grow up. i'm still learning.
i'll be back, stronger than ever.
in times of adversity, you know who are for you and determine the frens u can keep for life. thank you friends : )
Sunday, January 13, 2008
11:38 PM Y
i can't see through my tears.
it's so difficult, to be me.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
11:58 AM Y
sometimes when it comes to love, you can take one step forward and three steps back. when someone you love is hurting, it cuts u right to the bone.
& when u reach rock bottom, the only way you can go, is up.
this can't get me down, yet. thank you my dear frens, all the lovely messages warm my heart, knowing that i'm not alone. i'll be back soon : )
be happy my friends.
it's how you react to adversity that defines you.
Friday, January 11, 2008
11:08 PM Y
why is everything going in the wrong direction?
i need a hug.
it's so tiring. i'm so tired. let me sleep, the rest of the things can just wait.
7:39 PM Y
when life deals you bad cards, be strong.
life's toughest decision, no one will ever come this close. you know we love you.
in everything i do, i have your interest at heart. i don't know how else i can help, but i'm always here for you.
don give up mei, becos' we haven't given up on you. we wont leave you behind. never.
there are still many who love and care for you.
2:11 PM Y
coffee and love are best when they are hot. don leave it till it's cold, it's just ... different. and it can never be the same again.
12:37 PM Y
i'm doin' some spring cleaning today, to clear the mess in my room, as well as in my life. 'clear the mess you created in your life.'
so now my room is like a battlefield, with clothes, bags, books and shoes strewed all over the place, here, there, everywhere. and it's weird, the more i pack, the messier it becomes.
my wardrobe simply have no more space for more clothes. period. my dresses are reaching a count of 50 and my tops.. hmmmm, i don even dare think about it. at this rate i'm buying clothes, even if i don't wash my clothes for a year, i'll still have enough to last me through maybe another year? heh. i'm a hopeless shopaholic.
okie, gonna meet lynda now. all i wanna do, is to fall into a deep sleep and sleep my days away : )
have a great weekend peeps! *hugs
Thursday, January 10, 2008
11:33 PM Y
clubbin' @ MOS tml and it's time to let my hair down and have fun. before the crazy school semester starts again, just one last one, one last one ..
okie, i'm gonna unpack my loots. no will to blog.
of friendships and relationships. it's beyond what words can say. but now, it doesn't matter, anymore.
10:30 PM Y
since i came back from BKK, life hasn't been exactly smooth-sailing for me but silently, i still harbor the hope that 2008 will be a better year for me. well, things always turn out different from what you want it to be.
so many things to say, but i know not where to begin. sudden loss for words.
i'm movin' on, slowly but surely. but i'm never goin' back to where i originally came from, that's for sure.
just hope for everything to be back to status quo, to where it was before it started out.
it hurts, no doubt.
