the chocolate fondant tastes especially sweet cos' it's from four sweet and pretty ladies *beams* thank you zhen zhen i am 101% sure it's your suggestion! u always sweeten my day. thank you dear! *hugs* : ) all the best for our presentation tml! wo men ke yi de!

there's really nothing to blog about when the entire day is spent doing project. the entire process is no doubt tedious and time consuming but it's really fun! i enjoyed every moment of it so i've no complaints! : ) thank god for good project mates!

i need to write and memorize my script now! good luck ah zhen! good luck to me! : )

the day barely started and i already know in my heart that today's gonna be a long day.

i wish for tomorrow to be over, fast.

study hard peeps! : )

beware, banana spotted @ South Spine Tutorial Room 151A. lol~ this is my new BRIGHT YELLOW cardigan! and it's really really BRIGHT i tell u! lol.







it's project time! : )

beautiful start of the day, i love sunrise.

i'm back with a smile, today will be better : )

there's a time for everything, now, it's time - to let go.

*pouts* i am feeling unhappy.

i got an A+ for my presentation today. that's the only happy thing today.

as i'm typing this entry, my current location is at mac and i am doing my work. i'm really really tired, seriously no doubts about that. i just hafta keep going for at least today cos' there's a submission as well as another presentation this thursday. tired.

Shell recruitment next wednesday. they even have preparatory class to prepare one for the actual recruitment day. this class is OPTIONAL but it's HIGHLY RECOMMENDED so it also indirectly means BETTER GO! they mentioned things like analyzing a case study. i better go read up on the company! i really really wanna do well for this. either i do my best, or i don' even attempt at all.

i needa prioritize.

this entry is disjointed. and it reflects my current state of mind, now. i just wan to be in my own world.

tell me, is this what you really want?

my friend was nice enough to offer to fetch me to school tomorrow and on thursday after knowing i've presentations on both days! sweets. thank you, else i will arrive in a pool of sweat at the conference room tml! heh. i don like it when i am sticky and sweaty prior to a presentation so this offer came just at the correct time! : )

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkk! i spent an hour ironing my formal wear and it's sucha waste of timeeeeeee!!! alright, i shall go rehearse for my presentation tml, wish me luck!

just came back from a presentation rehearsal @ SMU and the weather is scorching HOTTTTTT!!! how nice it will be if i can soak myself in cold water and relief my thirst with a glass of cold orange juice. heh.

they (SMU) have so many available sockets (for my lappy!) and we simply have NO problem at all finding one. we are lost in a sea of sockets and it makes us wonder why we don have this kinda luxury in school heh. okie i shall stop complaining! the rehearsal went smoothly and we are all ready for the final presentation tml! heh.

the weather is killing me! pls drink MANY MANY water hor! : )

oh dear! i haven't done my Big4 application and the deadline is looming! aiyo can i have more time please pretty?

i'm going to Mac to study again in the evening, i hope i don meet H.I.M again! muahaha~ Lightning won't strike the same place twice. if this is true, i wont meet him again right! and if i happen to see him today, i shall gently remind him that i was already his victim yesterday and that he should MOVE ON! muahahaa~ okie la, gotta do work now! byes byes!

i think i bear a close resemblance to mian bao chao ren. why is my face so yuan? : )

i'm going to bed! wan an! this post is a mixture of english and hua yu! : )

the weirdest things in life always happen to me i wonder why!

I was alone in Mac just now and just when i sat down, a middle aged man sat right in front of me. i knew something was amiss when he was holding on to a bag of empty cans and everyone's attention seemed to be transfixed on him, and the victim, me.

by then, i was already freaked out. but i chose not to move away cos' it seemed a lil too offensive if i just shift away to another table. with the utmost faith in mankind, i chose to remain at my seat. all the time, i didn't dare look up! from my stereoscopic view, i could see he's doing weird and funny things and terrorizing all the students near my table but i simply disregard and continued with what i was doing. i buried myself in my notes but i couldn't read beyond the first sentence muahahaha~ but still, he's pretty harmless la, he just looked at me when i 'pretended to study' but guess what? just before he left ... he poured his cup of coke on the floor in a slow fashion and he made sure i saw what he did. heh. I was SHOCKED beyond words can. a part of me wants to laugh but i know i obviously CAN'T and I just looked at him, traumatized. Muahaha~

after he went, i laughed to myself for at least a minute. muahahaha~

what an encounter! i wont wanna study alone at Mac again, it's scary! : )

Back to books! : )

I feel like whining about something, but i guess i shall keep it at the back of my mind for now.

Thank you somegirl. I'm touched, really : ) if you need a listening ear, i have 2 with me. pls take care!

i'm moving on. catch me if you can.

lalala~ a sudden change of plans to go SHOPPING! all my sister's fault! had wanted to mug today but she lured me to go shopping with her and off we went! shopping never loses its appeal. anytime, anywhere! : )

came home with soooo many shopping bags and that is obviously not a good sign heh. i bought 2 pairs of shoes and my beloved sister bought me a bag as PART of my birthday pressie! she knew i wouldn't bear buy it for myself cos' it's so expensive and being a sweet sister she is, she bought it for me! i love my new bag! haha~ i don wanna think about the damages today!!!!

i like shopping with my sister : )

i love mac cos' i can study till late today! bye bye peeps!

SHELL hasn't forgotten me. Yesterday, just before the scholarship ceremony, I received a call from them to attend their exclusive one day Recruitment Day! And so ... I am still in their recruitment list! I thought they forgotten all about me, when i did not attended their Business Case Competition some time ago. I am still indecisive. it's so near to the exams : ( Should I or Should I Not?

The scholarship ceremony took place at Grand Hyatt and there were a total of 8 award recipients from both NTU and SMU, out of which 4 are final year Accountancy students. The award ceremony is in conjunction with the company's dinner and dance, and so besides great performances, all the time we were kept busy by the wide array of food! it just kept coming. heavenly, but i didn't wanna eat excessively for fear that my skirt will give up on me. everything happened in a flash and after i came down from the stage, I was pleasantly greeted by our NBS dean! He was there as one of the very distinguished guests, probably cos' of his contribution in the Accountancy field. I'm glad, at least I see some familiar faces cos' peeps from SMU seemed to know a lot more people and boy, they can really network. They will talk to ANYONE and EVERYONE and since yesterday i wasn't in a socializing mood, I just wanna stay in my comfort zone.









With the Big4 application coming up and cos' the passport size photos taken by the school turned out way below expectations, i decided to take one myself! henceforth, we went in search for the 'neo-print machine lookalike'. i'm amazed that the entire photo taking process is so smooth and efficient. everything in just 18 secs! I know i look retarded in the photo but even so, this is like 1000 times better than the one taken by the career service!

and after this, i went to a pub with a friend. people mistook us for husband and wife cos' both of us were clad in formal clothes. heh. it was almost 5am when i reached home but it was a lovely evening : )

This week has been a good and eventful week for me! with two major presentations coming up next week, it's time to prepare my script and get myself ready to deliver a good presentation.

just a moment ago, i squashed an ant which decides to disguise and camouflage itself as a 'full stop . ' on my paper. *muahaha~* the poor ant must be quite shocked cos' his ingenious hiding place is being uncovered! silly ant, you're way too big to be a full stop la, maybe you should try being the stem of a 'L' or 'T'. and.. why am i talking to an ant? oh dear.

The objective of this post is not about the poor ant who died. heh.

Ah zi, get well soon yeah. Flu virus, pls go away! I wanna see you in school next week k! Healthy and Pink! : ) *hugs

The schedule for that day is as follows:
8.30am Arrival of candidates
8.30 – 9.00am Personality Test
9.30 – 10.00am Presentation by HR on CAAS and the Internship Programme
10.00 – 12.00am Individual Presentation by candidates
Informal Group Discussion / Panel Interview
Attached is an information sheet with details of the Presentation that you will need to prepare.

They merely mentioned an interview and by that, i thought it probably just meant a one-to-one interview and absolutely NOT a presentation to the panel! oh dear, i felt like i had just willingly walked into a tiger's den. maybe, just maybe, i will send them an email telling them about my internship with Ernst & Young. heh. it's not the presentation that really bothers me, it's more of the preparation prior to the actual presentation that irks me. i wont wanna deliver a sub-standard presentation and alot of time and effort is required to bring forth an impressive presentation. i'm unsure as to whether i have the time to do a thorough research on the company. Time is the limiting factor.



Conquered! *beams*

what better way to start the otherwise boring day by having your favorite hotcakes delivered right to your doorstep : ) been craving for hotcakes for the longest time! *drools

thank god for Macdonald Delivery! I'm lovin' it! : )

i don mind eating hotcakes all my life, if only i have endless supply of hotcakes. yum yum. okie, enough of hotcakes, it's AA206 now, i hope eating hotcakes make me more intelligent so i can finish this report in the quickest time. lalala~

身边有太多风景　我却停在这里 说我傻得可以　还不是因为你

you don't even care.

my dearest zhiyun, if you're reading this, i just wanna thank you, for everything. you'll never noe how much your friendship mean to me. the way we seem to 'connect' each time we chat, it just seems all so natural. it's neither fake nor pretentious and i can be totally myself when i talk to you, that to me, is just amazing. i wont trade anything for this friendship : ) i love you my precious gerl.

ah zhen!! u look so good in this picture! i like : )





















my day is well spent with a mini shopping spree with dawson and my sister! : ) i ended up with another bag and a top and my sister got herself a new dress. i just couldn't resist! i think i pretty much own everything i like and i am contented : ) my wardrobe is like an exact replica of all the clothes you can find in Bugis! muahaha~

after a day of researching, i finally found a direction for our 206 project! i'm so excited about the interesting concept cos' it's a totally fresh idea i hope everything turns out well : ) yays. i think project discovery is amazing and i am enjoying the entire learning process.

thank you for the 'summer - little princess'. it's pretty and princess-y.

scholarship ceremony tomorrow. i'm so busy but i'm enjoying every moment of it : )

before i forget, happy birthday charles!



"all i want, is you."

"Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind."

My family is neither perfect nor ideal, and honestly, sometimes i even wish i am born in another family. Despite this totally evil thought, i come to realize i do feel for my family and as much as i would like to deny, i do care for them.

just remember, in all that i do, all i want is the best for all of you. nothing less.

Some day, I want to have a family, one that I create with someone I love.

i suppose closure is one of the painful things about relationships that each of us is unwilling to do. either we don’t know how to approach the other party we’d hurt or are hurting, or really, we love living in the world of escapism. admittedly, escaping is the easiest way out, but not for long. from time to time, it comes back to haunt you in varying degrees. but many times, we are just afraid of having to face the other party again; and fear in love, is oftentimes the evildoer, the cause of many heartbreaks, and the prevention of absolving wrongs.

some of us learn to let go, to do a closure with our own injured souls to find our own cure and move on with our lives. it takes time, but it is done ultimately; when it is done, you surprise yourself with how much better you feel, how light your soul feels after the heavy weight of words, which have been pushing you down for so long, are finally lifted. closure is like nipping the bud of a blossoming hate you start to grow for him or her after a failed relationship.

or sometimes, when he or she dies and leaves a hollow in the hearts of his or her beloved.

adapted from a blog. i cant help but agree, cos' thats exactly how i am feeling now. closure.

gotta compile report now. i'm tired. all i really wanna do now, is to indulge myself in a good book and be lost in an imaginary world. but ... i dont have the luxury of time.

it's raining.

最熟悉的陌生人.

As promised, this is our team's final design : ) the process of working together with the gerls has been most rewarding and fulfilling. from strangers to project group mates to good friends, i really wanna express my sincerest thanks to all of you. thank you gerls, well done!





it's the process that matters.

just yesterday, a friend brought me to this ship to have dinner after the talk and it's somewhere near marina south if my memory doesn't fail me. i have to say the ambience is fantastic and the food is totally fresh, it's as though they just caught the fish and it went right into the frying pan.

i've been having too much good food lately, i better watch my weight. heh. The view over @ Equinox is just amazing. It's like a bird's eye view of the island and you get to enjoy the picturesque and magnificent landscape while enjoying the sumptuous spread. lovely.

a friend bought this novel for me - nineteen minutes. i simply adore the author and i love her style of writing. i'm sure it's gonna be another amazing read. hopefully, this is gonna keep me occupied for the rest of the day, after finishing my work of cos : )



always remember, the general rule is to be happy.

*** as i was about to post this entry, CAAS called me for an internship interview next friday. oh dear, i will just go for it, they might not choose me anyway. my first love is still EY of cos'. : )

received a call from one of my partners just a moment ago to confirm my placement in Ernst & Young during the coming vacation break. whee~ i really appreciate their effort in helping me link up with EY's audit partners to see if i could work in the audit dept to gain more exposure and i believe this will greatly help me in deciding what i really wanna do in the future : )

my partners are just awesome!

as anticipated, the lunch went smoothly and we talked at length about all the different career alternatives i can opt for in the near future. and somehow we digressed and touched on light hearted topics like my hobbies, swimming, tuition centres, shares, recruitment night and you get the drift. heh. it was so enjoyable, it's almost like as though i am talking to my seniors! they make me feel so at ease, although occasionally they will go, "so when can you start work next year?" and "We'll be sad to see you at the recruitment night cos' you have already been recruited!" and "our firm offer still stands". They mentioned about meeting me up regularly to remind me about the possibility of joining them. was telling them about my scary Goldman Sachs experience yesterday and one of the partners went, " you can tell them you are an ambassador too! you are an ambassador of Ernst & Young GST department!" Muahaha~ and the three of us just roar in laughter.

one of the partners said,"i can drink coffee and fall asleep the next minute." and i went, "Wow! then you must be really tired!" he agreed and kept laughing for at least a minute. heh.

the partners wanted me to ask if any of my friends are interested in joining the GST team and if they are keen, i can help forward the CV directly to them and they even ask me to endorse on it. heh. they suggested this crazy idea of joining them with my best friend so we can work together! but too bad, my best friend is a pharmacist-to-be : )

on a serious note, i told them about my intention in applying PWC and after which, i felt so guilty : ( they were totally open and nice about it and unknown to them, it adds on to my guilt.

as for now, i shall just work in EY during the vacation and take baby steps to discover what i really want.

i love ernst and young.

lalala~ i'm so happy. i shall do my work and reward myself with gelare ice cream later! tuesday is ice scream day! : )

thank you for believing in me, more than i believe in myself.

it's been a horrendously long day and being clad in formal wear just worsens everything. how am i gonna ever survive wearing like this everyday after i graduate? the thought of not being able to wear my dresses is enough to make me frown in disbelief.

the Goldman Sachs firmwide presentation today is truly an eye-opener for me, totally. after meeting some of the peeps there, i seriously wonder why i am even selected for this talk in the first place. trust me, i am nowhere near them. There are ASEAN scholars, don-noe-what ambassadors and god-knows-what. i wont be surprised if they tell me they are one of the Nobel Prize Winners! oh dear, i feel so insignificant and small suddenly and all the time, i was praying they don't ask about my achievements. I am no supergirl, in fact, i am just a perfectly normal gerl.

going for this talk rekindles my interests in investments and financial services and i'm gonna devote some of my time to research and gain better understanding, when i have the time that is. for now, it's just projects and presentations.

meet the partners session tml. just meeee and the partners, i better go think of some appropriate topics and responses. heh. is there any change in GST legislation lately? i better google it, just in case. heh.

it's neither black nor white. and i don like it grey.

Before our final presentation tomorrow, thou shall not reveal our actual poster and invitation card design heh. and so these are some of the sneak previews before the real thing! : )







The final lap, let's do it together Team 4.

Fashion starts with you.

thank u my dear fren, for you light up my life.

happy birthday lynda. many more years to come. *loves

we should have more girly nights like this : )

these are some of the formal shirts i tried on the other day @ G2000 and after many rounds of trying and re-trying (poor lynda! all the while she is waiting for me!), i decided on the white and black one! simple yet pretty, i like! : )

that aside, i still don like to wear formal to school. i look so crappy in formal : (

it's your birthday.

it also marks another year of friendship. 16 years? see, i even lost count.

thank u for being someone, i can call my best friend.



i know this friendship is gonna last for a very long time.

happy 22nd birthday lynda : )

we always say we don't wanna hurt those we love and people whom we love the most. and yet knowingly or unknowingly, we always hurt them all the time isn't it?

i don't wanna hurt them, anymore.

bittersweet.

yesterday, i made one of life's toughest and most difficult decision.

it's for your good.

to digress, i'm going out with my best friend. need a breather from all the unhappy things. i badly needa escape, to somewhere where everything seems to be at peace. somewhere only we know.

thanks for being there.

meet spiky!, the porcupine with the ! heh. so it's spiky! and not just spiky. heh.

i'm b o r e d.

oh dear, i just wasted about half an hour of my life creating a facebook account. stupid me. i really think it functions almost like friendster and i wonder the need to have so many of such accounts. heh. now at the very least, i don feel like i'm an alien cos' i don have a facebook account heh. but i'm gonna leave it as that, no more time devoted to 'personalizing' and beautifying it.

okies, off to work! i really need more self discipline : )

I HATE online applications.

It's not only time consuming and tedious, it's totally irritating. i'm giving myself a well-deserved break after this : )

decided to give supper hop a miss thou' i would really really love to see all my friends : ( but at this present moment, i just have way too many things to complete. i'm sure there'll be next time! : )

today is sucha good day to laze in bed and do nothing : ) maybe i shall sneak out to do some shoppin' later : ) i promise to come home with just the things i need heh, nothing more. heh. i need help, to cure my shopaholic illness. lalala~ speaking of which, i NEED and WANT to save up my scholarship and bursary money else it'll be gone before i even noe it! i'm waiting for my OCBC campus card to come and *kaching* i will put about 80% of the sum as part of my savings *beams* and it's strictly NOT for shopping purposes! heh.

mw caught me sleeping on the bus yesterday and i swear i looked so u n g l a m. heh.

okie! i shall continue with my online application : )

Have a great weekend peeps, before everything starts kicking in again : )

this is my 'blackened dory' and despite being so 'blackened', it tastes really good. thank you for ya treat and company : )

i'm feeling all warm and fuzzy. thank you, for everything : )

it sounds like a crazy idea but i'm going for a movie later @ 2am! whee~ today is sucha good day! : )

thank you everyone. *loves.



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