Thursday, November 01, 2007
5:43 PM Y
it's so weird. cos' i'm currently at ADM library typing away while the others are conscientiously doing their work. lol~ nvm, maybe they will think i am half as hardworking as them cos' i am typing faster than them! lol~
the 206 presentation went well! at the very least, i could safely say i remember my 7-minutes long script and the entire process is really trying. almost wanted to just give up memorizing and just say what comes to mind, but since this will be totally irresponsible and unfair to my group members (in the event that i screw up!), i decide to just memorize my script by reading and re-reading it over and over and over and over again until i fell asleep...
and the first thing i woke up, i began to recite my script again. lol~ it's almost like a reflex behaviour and the script seems to be stuck in my mind now cos' i can still remember and recite it fluently now. lol~
finally. i can put my mind at ease cos' all the presentations are over. the feeling is just ... weird. i think it might be emptiness. because there's nothing else to be done and all of a sudden, you have all the time in the world and you don't exactly know what to do to keep you busy. the feeling is just like after exams, you have so many things you wanna do and yet you just wanna do nothing.
what am i talking about? lol~ alright, i'm going out for a nice and sumptuous dinner @ the ship place again. i'm so hungry i can eat a cow now.