Wednesday, August 22, 2007
11:01 PM Y
today is a totally bad day for me, again.
total crap.
waited like 6 hours for the interview and the entire interview process is just disappointing. i am utterly disappointed at the way the interview was conducted and i felt that more can be done to improve the image of the committee? i seriously think that the club should exude more professionalism, not only in auditing, but also in the recuitment aspect. no?
ernst and young called me at an unexpected hour with a good news. they are offering me a position and that has got to be the only good news today. how pathetic. then again, i will most probably not be accepting their contract. wanna keep my options open for now. still too early to decide, wanna be sure of what i really wanna pursue before making a decision. i sux at decision making, in all aspects. especially in relationships.
right after this phonecall is another call which totally ruined my day, totally. how can anyone be so insensitive i wonder.. and they think they can just do what they want and not have any regards for the committee? i hope u reflect on urself and stop being so childish. in life, you cant expect to have everything your way. i really hope u learn this and speak wisely in the future.
cold shoulders from someone doesnt make my day any better.
even the escalator died on me, am i suay or what?
sigh. i really need a break, really. cant wait to get out of this. fast.
b e s t r o n g.