| There you go again. You know you cant demand for total freedom, you know the reasons and i hope you accept the cruel reality and stop trying to get around it cos you wont be so lucky each time. You made use of our trust and love, and betray that trust over and over again. It's like thrusting a knife at the same wound over and over again before it gets healed. Cos you know at the very end, we will still cling on tightly to you, don't you? What if i tell you i am on the brink of giving up on you? I don't think that matter anymore cos you are but a spoilt brat to me. Mommy gave in to all your whimp and fancies cos she love you too dearly to see you being upset. Don't come and tell me sorry and all those shit, cos it's the 999999999 times and it does not have the intended effect anymore. "Sorry", said too many times, can get pretty boring and meaningless i hope you realize. Over and over. Over and all over again. If you are not sick of this stupid game, i am. Frankly speaking, your friends disgust me and your childish actions irk me. All of that made me so freaking turn off. I thought you saw their true colours when they left you in the lurch, all alone by yourself. To be honest, i was disgusted by your friends, by what i saw. I know different ppl measures friendships differently and i thought even a blind could see that that wasn't genuine friendship, so you mean you couldn't? They are the reasons you rebel against everyone in the family, just to gain their acceptance and approval? Is that it? If that's the reason why, you can jolly well go. Go. You have gone pass the limits, too many times i had lost count. Friends told me to have a nice talk with you but in all seriousness, i can't. The sight of you just makes me wanna raise my voice at you, for all the stupid things you have done. Sometimes, i just wish for a more sensible sister. Is that too much to ask for? I give up. I am sorry but i had enough. This is the limit. If it is a thrill to make mommy worry and wait aimlessly for you each night, then congrats, you have succeeded. You have done nothing in her life, but to selfishly create troubles and more troubles for her. Do you exactly know how much she truly loves you? Sometimes, i dont deny, i get jealous over the attention you are getting when you are nothing but a rebellious kid. When i get nothing at all. Injustice for being a better child. Thou mommy might not show it, but i know she does care for me, in a mild and subtle way, in the name of love. Why cant you understand and count your blessings. If i am your mom, i would have given you one tight slap. Mommy loves you too much to do that to you, you understand? Okie, i feel better now that i had said my piece. I cant help but feel i had lost a sister, in soul and spirit, cos she seems to have lost herself. |
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