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Monday, June 05, 2006

9:21 PM Y

Ever heard of the legend of biting your new shoe so it won't literally bite you back? My leg is suffering from excruciating pain, and without second thoughts, i just took my shoe and give it a bite. *yucks* tastes rubbery. Just thought it might help ease my pain a lil, but apparently, this legend seems to be false cos nothing happened. At the back of my desperate mind, i was silently prayng that the pain might just *poof* disappear. But sadly, it didnt. Facing a life and death situation, i cant possibly care more abt my image (anyway, i dont have much image lol~), so i just trod around the whole office, barefooted, feeling the coldness of the carpet. I thought results are supposed to be out tml? WHY IS THIS OUT TODAY! I am not mentally prepared for results to be released today!! And when i least expected it, the results just *tadah* in front of the computer screen! OMG! I have no time to run. And it's a lil dumb to just close my eyes when my results are presented just right in front of my eyes. My colleagues will either think i am retarded or that i am too stressed up. So i came face to face with my results. I didn't do too badly. But i can't help but feel upset over it. I know i will be alright tml, but just let me complain for today, pls. I need an outlet to vent my frustration. :( Sigh. I am really sighing, not kidding. I got 3As, but a C has to come spoil everything. I am saddened by the big C!!! How, how? Nothing can seem to cheer me up, not even ice cream or cakes, or shopping. For that paper, i wrote on the cover of the exam booklet cos i didn't wanna take another one for fear that ppl will say i write too much. But they don't understand that my handwriting gets really BIG during exams. And i mean really BIG!! So i resort to writing on the back cover of the booklet, i wonder if they have overlooked it. And so ... i am gonna appeal. And pray that the C will miraculously change into a C+ or better still, a B-. Haiz. Still must write reason for review. So kuku one. What can i write? "I seriously don't think i deserve a C??" Weird reason. Think they will just dismiss my review if they see this, so i am gonna write something decent la, thou i am really not in the mood to think abt it. :( Dismissed at 8pm today. Overtime again. I am hungry. I wanna eat a pig. Let me eat u, pls. Saddened.

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