| It has been bothering me. For weeks. Am still pondering over it. Should I? Or ... Should I Not? Alright, it's about the SMU Exchange actually. As much as my heart wants to go, my mind is repetitively reminding me that it is sick of making new friends and adapting to new culture, environment and people. *WTF* Thou i know, i seriously need a breather. From all the what nots in NTU. I am amazed how many things can happen within a mere one year. Really. And from here, I hope i have grown and mature. Hopefully. To err is human. We are no saint. Ppl do make mistakes from time to time, Some we deem so sinful and dark, That only God knows. Instead of dwelling on it, And wallowing in self pity, I chose - to move on, with life. I am not gonna be bothered by what my past holds, But rather, What my future lies. Take your stand. Love me, or hate me. Once again, i feel like falling in love, with God once again. God, my first love. I wanna feel like a child again, embracing myself in the arms of the father. I know you will reeceive me, with both hands, thou i have gone astray and wandered away from u. There is none like you, No one else can touch my heart like you do. I could search for all eternity Lord, And find, There is none like you. My spiritual self is acting on me again. At times like this, i cant help but feel extremely sinful and perhaps going to hell is too mild for me cos i am far more wicked than that. I need to purify my heart again. A new, white, clean sheet of paper. |
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