| Just for some reassuring purposes, I am alright. I may sound like i have a bad patch in life, but i am still surviving so no worries. :p Perhaps i am feeling a lil sick of life and everything that comes with it. Neverending vicious cycle. Kinda trapped inside this space called life and i am just living life over and over again. I dont seem to be able to derive any meaning or joy in my life. Why am i doing what i am doing? Probably the nature of my work gradually moulds me into the person i dont wish to be. I dont get to interact and communicate with people, and even if i do, the topic will be revolving around work. How interesting. Eventually, that's the end product. Quiet, inward looking, work oriented. And it conflicts with my real self. This is definitely not who i am. I am sure. I dont think i have the calibre to be in the accounting field. Seriously. Just being an accounts assistant for a week makes it seems like i am having an identity crisis, i wonder how life will be if i am an auditor. Maybe i will just bury myself in work for the entire day and make friends with all the figures and numbers. They will be my best friend, in time to come. I am not looking forward to a life as such. Would rather be in a service industry where i get to serve people and interact with them. This will satisfy my inner self and be in line with who i am. People oriented more than work oriented. *sigh* At this point in time, i am just feeling sick, sick of life. I will get out of this crap. =] Thanks to those who expressed their concern. Appreciate it, truly. *hugz* |
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